Thursday, October 14, 2004

JMD Chalet Cancel~~

Din't know what i'm doing for the past few days. Just really busy with everything. Trying to stay as steady as possible. Next week common test and i can only pray my result for the best.

Although, Zat did told me to tone down whatever i'm typing, afterall, this blog is why i wanted to have. No point having a blog when you dunn put down your feeling inside. If you think i'm complaining, then i can't stop you. I'm just trying to put down my thoughts.
Yes, i think if no one is interested in chalet stuff, then i guess i don't want to waste people's time. Pining on the hopes, waited for a few weeks and felt so helpless. The better chalet has been booked and only left with one that is not accessible and smaller ones. In the first place if i can go through the procedure without anyone helps, i will do it myself. Really hated myself for not being so resourceful. I'm sorry for you if you had also pin high hope for the chalet.

I also don't know what's happening around me. Had a sacastic fight with my sis everyday. Am i really that irritating? Am i a really boring person? Had that feeling from the closest friends to me. If i'm really scaring you away from me, can you tell me the reason before you go away from me?

Confidence and trust doesn't come to me easily.
Perharps, my mind had stops years ago...

3 comments:

~HiiRaGi~ said...

Sorry YaYa!! In many ways, its my fault that the chalet thing screwed up... Nevertheless, we'll be able to work something out. Keep Cool Yah...

Btw, I'm feeling better now.

Anonymous said...

GerZ..you okie anot?!
Don't like that leh..scaring me~
don't think too much lah..
the feeling u have now..i been thru it...
there will be people appreciating wat u do de~
CheerZ~~ U are not a boring person..i like being with u..^^ meet one day okie?! or call me~ don't scare me ar....^^

*jing..

MinW*aRi said...

Who dares say u..
^wan beAting ah?
hahaz
i apPreciaTe ur prEaching, ur adVices n eTc...
if not i wouLdnt hav coMe so faR.
thaNks gaL.
Good luck for ur tests kk
Chalet hmm not sEttled... n i wanna go crUise lehx~
hehex