27 Aug, Saturday
Morning unable to wake up in time for JMD, so started doing my project. After that i met Zatto for lunch. In the end, we had a lot of conflicts or misunderstanding. He's agitated [about his PS]and i'm having mood swing.
All these unhappy event last until we reached mediacorp. We're at mediacorp for Visit Japan Campaign, Yokoso Japan! Performance by Waidaiko, Yosaiko Soran and The Best of The Show, V-U-Den!!! What so special about them huh? 1 of the members is from Previous Morning Musume members, Rika Ishikawa! Charmy~~
What i can say is that the whole performance is great and high! The girls really can dance. Every movement is powerful and full of impact. Although i don't know their songs, they entertained us visually too. Like their dance and most importantly i love their costume!!! I want their COSTUME!!! It's so girly, and sweet and so victorian style! Their opening also had a touch of tradional style too.
During the whole performance, i was shouting rika's name and doing cheering actions too. eh... like a mad woman! hehe... The show ended on time and left mediacorp for AMK. Had mos burger as late dinner before i rush back home.
28 August, Sunday
Met zatto in the noon. Today we celebrate our anniversary. Walking around the places to settle something and then finally we settled down at tanjong beach for some relaxing time. At first didn't wanted to get tan, in the end still want some tanning. Hmm... saw a couple of dogs running and told myself that i should have brough niu niu along too. After bathing, We had dinner at Trapizza. Both of us had pasta. The food taste very italian and pricing is quite ex too... But the scernary and atmosphere is really fantastic. Guess what zatto gave me for anniversary? haha... A SooKee necklace! So sweet of him. Well, he tried very hard to make my day happy. And I really Thanks him for that! I Love you, darling!
Although i enjoy my day, every now and then i kept on worrying about my unfinish projects and the scolding from home. And indeed went i reached home, my dad din even bother after i greeted him.
29 August, Monday
School is as usual today except that i took a cab again... [dunn want to be late]. Cancel my tuition to stay back in school after 6pm to do my projects. I guess i tried my best in completing my work. It's also 10pm when i reached home. After watching the korean show, i still wanted to continue my work when my dad ask me to do some housechorse. I din mind and i did without kicking a big fuss.
And then it's time for me to bring out the maxonline thing and he used this chance to scold me whatever he could. I was so troubled that i was almost shouting when trying to explain all this fuss. I won't mind if all these weren't for my projects. I really wanted to complete my studies by next year, but from what i have now, i really wanted to give up my studies now.
I turn my back from him and walk away without saying anything anymore and at that point of time, i am utterly disappointed that my dad didn't give me a chance to prove to him again. I give up on this family le. I know many people will saying like "eee... so childish". Whatever it is, this is my life~~~ my LIFE!
My tears just flow out after making so much effort holding them back. I din wanted to cry... felt like i'm being defeated after a war. I was hoping that zatto will helped me to feel much better but i was wrong. Then i found out that he din understand me at all. I can't blame him! He had normal perfect family for his life.
I told some of my friends that i'm a cinderella. Haha... I know people saying "you crazy ar?" But somehow i'm in some situation like her. Had curfews and jobs were thrown to her while the rest doing nothing. And also like her, i have dreams too!
I really envy all of you! All of you!! When i knows no one beside my sisters had so much curfews.
I always told myself and laugh at people how come they're so unhappy about life. And guess i have a taste of what they going through now. Yeah, how immature thinking!
Working hard towards my dreams...
Wei wo de ming tian, wo yi ding hui zai jia you...
Ying wei, wo de ming tian hui gen xing fu!
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