A little sheep

Trying to write a poem, but i failed. Lousy English! Anyway, I'm like a little sheep now, so lost. Whether is it in study or relationship. I'm so pathetic now...

probably this year the cow zodiac fan tai sui, just when the chinese new year starts, i can feel that i'm running bad luck now. haiz! Wed to friday in school doing nothing for fyp, except gg out with my project mates for playing pool and hanging around. =.=" time to look for my supervisor le.

This is the last Chingay performance for me? i din realised that cuz i guess i dunno if i'm still consider as part of the Jmd family or not. *sad I can only blame myself for being so narrow-minded if there's anything i wanna complain.

Last year chingay is fun and very memorable for me. cuz i had a big suprise from zatto. I can still remember that i was disappointed when i knew that he got confined in camp. But he still appeared right before my eyes in JAS. I was angry cuz he nv told me that he could come out, but still i'm cried, the tears of happiness i guess. neverthless, it's the past le. Haiz!

This year chingay was no fun at all. During the preview, i tried to spice things up by entertaining ppl and cheering ari, but i failed. I'm dead tired too, woke up at 7am and the chingay preview whole thing last until 11.30pm. went to have supper with selphie and the rest of the group. Called zatto if he could fetch me [cuz i'm really really tired] and tada! he's coming. After supper, he sent the girls home and finally sent me home. Arigatou! ^^

Actual chingay, no matter how i tried to cheer myself up, i just cant bring myself to enjoy the chingay thingy. Firstly i was late for the chingay, found myself woke up at 2.50pm when my sis ask me why i'm still at home. and i rush all the way down to JAS by cab and i was caught in a traffic jam. haiz! no mood to continue anymore.... just fucking unlucky for the rest of the day. [hmm.... vulgarity~ dunn care]

Took some pictures during the preview, but havent upload yet. maybe next time bah.

Hopefully the bad luck thingy will go away soon...

no mood to blog liao...