Time to move on....

damn the MC company! giving me so much trouble now~ Arrggg!!!

that toopid "Verclsid.exe" is giving me so much trouble! wanna contact them abt this issue but the problem is i cant find any ways to email them or watever! [cant really tell them that my program isnt real stuff right? =X]

And after exploring the whole limited imformation in the net, i managed to find my own ways to uninstalled the damn update! Arrggg~ Anyway it's over! Haa!

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Had a long "chat" [ i suppose it's a lecture] with my dad and i felt really remorseful of my actions.

Everyone is different and so is everyone's life. My dad is really worried about me. I had been slacking over the past 1 month, giving excuses that i'm resting. The fact is because i dunno what to do next after graduation.

My dad hit me hard on 1 question. "Are you really grow up?"

I had no motivations, no goals in life and i dunno what i want in life. So am i grow up? I guess, i'm not.

Can anyone tell me what will u do if you dunn have any of them [motivation, goals] ? And the matter of facts that i have money to spend and family to rely on? Yeah, i'm spoilt! terribly spoilt! I dunno what hard life is cuz i've nv experience before.

My dad, provide me with all the things that he dunn have when he was young. Hoping that we'll appreciate wat he's doing for us, for the family. Well, of cuz even if u're good intentions, others might not know and appreciate.

My dad told me about his whole entire career life. From 15 years old until now, he had not stop working. He told me that i have not seen the society as much as he did [ of cuz], and that i dunn understand the society is [or how it works] . I dunno what kind of people is out there, trying every mean to harm us. It's really scary if you have heard what my dad says. He even told me that by looking at one person, he could tell me that which friend that is bad and which friend that is good.


He even planned the timeline [ for me?] for a girl's life.... =.="

after graduation [21] , look for a job and upgrade oneself.

after running in a few companies for 2-3 years, settle down for a job that suits her most. [24]

after running in the society for 3 years, time to look for a boyfriend. cuz by this age[25-26], she is able to differentiate the good and the evil [guys].

settle down and get married [27-28] . It would be better if her salary is higher than the husband [so that he wun have much chance to play around and respect the wife more] [Well, quite true to certain extend]

*End*

I had my Eric dear now, and i really hope and pray that he's a good man in the eyes of my dad. ^^ But i dunn like that fact that my dad dunn agree girls at this age should get boyfriend... Arggg~!

My dad is not a clever man, but he's definitely hardworking than anyone that i could find. [that speaks why he is so successful in his career.]
I'm not a clever girl, but i'm not hardworking too [or another word, "lazy"] ! I only wanted a simple life. Yes, very simple one. However, i had forgotton the fact that my 2 sisters had to depend on me for the rest of their lives. So how can i continue to give them good life if i continue to stay on like this. I have to move on...

I used to be ahead of many people i know. But i'm so far back now... And it's time that i work on and race through the rest... Push me hard! That's what can drive me to continue upgrade myself and be ahead!

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Dear must be really shock to hear me crying over the phone. But dunn worry, i'm fine! ^^ [it's kind of funny cuz he dunno how to console me... =P] haha.... =X oppx!~

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I hate myself for being someone who only knows how to talk, but no actions. I really hate myself for not being a do-er.