Missed

i dunno wat i should blog or not blog. There's a hundred things to do to say to write and yet i have so little time for everything. My dad was wrong. He said i could have all the time in the world when i start working. I have no time at all. You ppl might say i have poor time management, i would have agree to you if i'm still studying. But the fact is monday-friday is out of questions. i'm working everyday and i'm doing ot everyday too. It's tiring. Especially end of the month and the start of a new month. Looking at numbers for 12 hours a day, try that urself. I guess when most of u ppl sees numbers will run away. I really wish i'm having holiday now....

I missed my dear so much especially he's gg tough times now.


i missed gg out with ari and our sentosa trip. [although later i'm gg out with her]


i missed my dear jing jing cuz it's like a hundreds years since we go out or even chat on the phone. It's really a wonder thing to do to chat with her in the wee hours talking abt our bf and our future.


i missed the shopping trip with angela. we can buy lotsa fantastic and cheap stuff.


i missed the peaceful night looking out of my windows and listening to smoothing music.


i missed my poor doggies. I havent shower them with attention for a long time. it's been a hundred years since i bring them out for a walk.


i missed packing up my room cuz it's in a big mess now.


i missed staying alone in my room.


i missed writing all the planning i make in my notebook.


i missed catching up with my friends.


i missed gg Jmd [although it's in a big mess now] and have a great time with them.


i missed gg out with my mum during weekends.


i missed dancing so much....


i missed all the things in the world.....


i could felt that i'm not young anymore.... yeah and i'm not even hitting my 21st yet. Yeah, i can 'almost' do all the things i want in the world, but wat for if i have to miss all the above??

As requested, quote for ari: [taken from mervin??]

mervin's msn: To the world, u might be 1 person, but to one person, you might be the world

words for ari: You can have all the friends you wants, but they aint worth anything when they cant even give you a pillar of support. You might only have a friend in the world, but when he/she gives you a more than a pillar you need, he/she's worth a place in your heart.

it's pretty long, i really dunno how to shorten it too. I nv forget that i have said. =P

I Love my 3 Besties!!! I might have a small circle of friends, but i'm so contented. I nv regret meeting them in my life. I nv say 'friends forever' to anyone becuz i nv trust they would happen. but for them:

FRIENDS FOREVER.