What Happen?

Is there something wrong with me??


Is there something wrong with us?


I just hang up the phone with dear just now. End the call with a little fustration. What happen to me? Why must i always sound sad when we have to hang up the call? Why we have nothing to talk now?

I hate myself for not able to think of anything to talk and dunn want to hang up the phone!

I hate myself for not looking for jobs. We would be better if i'm working. Maybe we will then treasure each other more.

I hate myself for unable to translate my feelings and thinkings into words!!

Dear, i'm not blaming you. It's just now i felt that i'm sure a failure.