***This is a long entry. Read at your risk! Boredom ahead. I just wanna rant out my feeling and thoughts. No comments needed.***
*yawn*
had a sleepless night last night. Was a little nervous for the interview next day which cuz my brain couldnt stop running. It was raining in the morning and i wouldnt get off the bed if i dunn have to go for the interview today. So conductive to sleep lor! Anyway by 7, i was already wide awake.
Filled in the lengthy forms for 1 hour and waited another hour before i had my interview with the HR manager[i think]. As usual during my interview i goes "erm", "hmm", "ehh" and alot of pausing. Lucky she doesnt seems to mind.
She also talks alot on HR duties and how important is HR in an organization. I tried my best to listen as much as i could, cuz after waiting for 2 hours i felt so tired. I wanted so much to talk about the salary issue, but i told myself to leave it to the last issue to talk abt.
Actually i wasnt really interested with the position..... the salary is lesser than wat i have expected too.
*after dinner*
Anyway i think i will accept it anyway. For money, for experience, i just wanna learn as much as i could. ^^ I can only pray hard that the colleagues there are nice ppl just like my previous company. And besides that, recognised my talents and skills. =
Recently dad had been trying to find time to talk to me and my sis. I wonder wat is it all abt. If he wants to talk abt my dear and relationship thingy, i think there is no room for talk. Cuz i think i am old enough to make my decisions. If he wants to talk abt work and future thingy, i think i will be lost. But i dunn want him to make decisions for me cuz i am not interested in his business. He wouldnt approve my dreams anyway so what's the point of telling him???
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Our anniversary is coming soon. And i really dunno what to do. Oh man... havent make any plans yet. Does it shows that i am not sincere? oh dear....
I'm sleepy again. Damn the weather. I'm gg hibernate now.... nites!