Life is like the stockmarket. Sometimes it's high, sometimes it's low. And mine, probably hits some damaging crises...
[hopefully i nv make any wrong description or wrong spelling] =P
Have been pretty upset recently.... having quite a number of blows i've received so far.
Been sick since last week. Hopefully on the way to recovery now. And the frequent of making dear upset and the crying scene at taka should put an end of the whole problem [praying for the best].
Accidentally cut my foot few days back while trying to scap off my dead skin using a blade. How careless i am.... [=.=]" My eczema had been acting very frequently too. This is driving me real crazy. I think it shouldnt be long that i'll become insane. Why does my appointment seems to be go far from now..... I want to see the doctor soon!
Last night was sure 1 big blow to me that causes my tear glands to work non-stop. My dear Prince Boy seems to be sick. I am so worried for him. I did not know what happen to him! He vomitted twice and had very bad diarrhoea. I do not know what my relatives feed him despite my repeated instruction not to feed him other foods. I am so anxious abt his health! =(
Now that I dunn have the money to bring him to see vet, i felt so hopeless. Beside monitoring his daily intake and output, i really dunno wat i can do now. Probably give him special diet within my knowledge limits. If there's nothing improves, all i can do is to withdraw all my saving [for camera] from my mum to bring him to see a vet if required. I pray hard to the god, please do not take him away from me....
After typing all these, generate my tear glands again. But i cant cry in the office. *control*
Earlier my mum just told me some shocking news again. Oh well, if things looks so bad, maybe i might join SGM [shot gun marriage] trend. haha.... And now that i think of it, i think it's pretty exciting too. =X Maybe i shouldnt cuz i'm not ready yet.....
I think Li Keng is right, look for a new job, and i will be great! I should earn and enjoy the freedom i have now. AJA AJA FIGHTING!
The more i think, the more i wanted to get out of my family asap. i'm getting detest everything in my family...
Gotta end here. Need to buy some full of vitamins food for my love, prince boy! Ciaoz!
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