Just got back home and i feels really low spirited. Right in the morning, i got scolding from my dad [apparently due to his bad mood] and sis for blaming me that i got her into trouble. The effort trying to help out in my dad's company looks more meaningless now... perharps it's time to look for an alternatives...
It didnt gets better in the evening. My mood swing continues until i met dear. Feeling extremely uncomfortable all over my body and i started throwing "xiao jie bi qi". I feels bad for doing that, but i guess my will power isn't good enough to control it. Finally when things starts to get better, i started losing control again. Maybe it's pms, maybe there's other factors which causes my moods to be so badly controlled. I just feels so helpless being in my current-state now...
Issit that i am taking him for granted? Am i ill-treating him? Maybe it's time that i need to cool down a lil?
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