If any of you could remember, that someone attack my blog earlier this year. Ppl involved, that wonderful 'angel', faith [sharon], rice [my dear], keng [my supporter], angela [my supporter] and of cuz me [defender of my own blog].
All is known except that 'angel' who refused to name herself...
Over these past months, i have already put it back behind and continue my new life. Few days back, someone who i did not want to contact with, came chatting to me on msn again. She told me tat she did not wants to get mistaken and clarify with me tat she is not 'angel'. That 'angel' is someone who i though was the 'good' one. Anyway, i should have known earlier and i've found this supporting evidence.
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How coincidence both IP address are the same. I've been reading her blog without her knowing and i dunn want her to know too. How evil i am. lolx! Seeing her downs in life is quite entertaining, but of cuz not laughing at her. I dunn want retribution you see.... What goes around comes around.....
Perhaps, things have comes my way. [getting pretty negative now] Getting fatter as each day pass. Sometimes, i even refused to go up the weighting machine now. That's still wasnt so bad. I can continue working on my excerise plan and be more determined and discipline. If others can do it, so do i...
I've read everything about Aries and Virgo. Of cuz i know that horoscope can only be a reference as someone's character. Every book i've read abt compatibility, Aries and Virgo doesnt always seems to be on the better side.
I'm just the opposite of Aries. I'm slow, i'm always late, i dislike horror movies and i even hate the roller coaster ride and those heart pumping ride in theme parks. I know i am uninteresting in every way you see. But this is me, this is YAYA. I know i can change, but is changes always good?
Maybe i should just retire myself into the country side [cuz i'm slow], taking my time doing farming and rearing animals. Having numerous dogs [gahment cant restrict] and eat the vegetables i've plant myself. Simple life isnt it.
Too bad, in life things aint so simple. I have family waiting for me to take charge of. I have sisters waiting for me to take care and i have parents always pinning high hopes on me. I feels like crying... i dunno wat i can do, how am i gg to do?
[gg out of control]
I'm a easily stressed person. I'm sure all my best friends and close friends will know. I get panicked and anxious over the slightest thing. Perfectionist i guess. Not on the outside of cuz [as you can see]. If thing wasnt gg smooth for me in the morning, the rest of day isnt gg to be smooth either....
I am late and buzzing like a bee this morning. Gave myself only 10 mins time to prepare and get out of the house after bathing. Dear cames and i even havent comb my hair and some big shot "gahmen" from the town council cames waiting ouside my door. This lady said it would only takes me few mins and greet the watever who. Wasted my time standing there waiting for him to come. I AM LATE and still gotta wait! F**K**!
Totally spoilt my day! I was angry and extremely irritated. So i took my time making sure everything goes right and perfect b4 i step out of my house. In the end dear and i were late for our hip hop intro class. It's all my fault. my day was spoilt and i shouldnt spoilt his day too... What have i done...
Sometimes i hate myself...
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