I dunn even..

Yes my dear Li Keng, it had been more than 1 week since i've made a proper update in my blog. Got some dust liao..... *blow blow*

Lolx.... keke i know i'm lame. =P Anyway i had been soooo busy with my work.

Yes work! i need to talk my work. I know it's boring. But something you ppl needs to know. I work from 8.30am to 9pm almost everyday. 12 hours non-stop. It's much worst than i work in my previous company.

On the third day of work, my so-called 'mentor' gave me hands-on training. Total i only had 5 working days of training with her and she left me the entire operation for me to work on. 3rd day of work without her, i was so lost that i kept asking the rest of my colleagues till they are fustrated with me. I was so lost that i lost track on what i'm suppose to do. ='(

Pending, unmatch, investigate, searching and meeting timeline. Everyday i have so much problems awaiting for me to solve, to close case. My work is more than enough and my "mentor" left lotsa incomplete works for me to close.

No one helps me and i dunn even have time to approach ppl for help. When you have 3 ppl calling your name one after another, you have no time to walk away. I dunn even dare to had my lunch in peace of mind! I dunn even had time to walked away for toilet or even drink a slip of water. I am so stressed that i dunn have appetite to eat, even thou i am hungry.

Felt YaYa so kelian. How could such things happen??

I broke down just now after work. Found myself a good spot and had a good cried in dear dears' arm. Couldnt keep it anymore cuz no longer in control of my stress level and tears gland. While eating my dinner just now, i cried once more....

Time flies so fast that i didnt realised that my birthday is coming until dear dear reminded me. This year birthday, i will be working too cuz my company is relocating on my birthday itself.
How unlucky i am. Cant even celebrate my birthday. Cry cry!


So pathetic!


I really wonder if i should transfer myself to other departments where they can knock off on the dot. But what will others think of me? Haiz!

I'm so tired.

Probably, i am stupid by nature.

Trained to slp and eat only.


*droozing off*


See, i am so tired...


Probably i will cry tonight again b4 i slp to release my stress...

Please note that if you are gg for an interview, remember to ask your interviewer(s) why this position is open. If the reason is because the company is expanding, go ahead and accept the job offers. But if the reason is because someone had resign and looking for ppl to take over, then asked why that person is resigning. This is to prevent yourself from doing "shitty" job and clean up after someone arses.

Hope this will help you to get better job!