I'll

I'll be stronger....



I'll make more effort.



To get the way i want in life.


We are indeed human. Changes are inevitable.


Fairytales does exist i'm sure.


I know i'll never grow up


Continue being not a girl not yet a woman.


"Thanks" for your advice when i was weakest.


I'll move on with my life...


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*listening to Fergie's song, Big Girls Don't Cry*

What a "I'll" to start my blog. I was getting down for the past week. After the heated conversation with my ex, ezzat, i've got the "wake-up" call i need. "THANKS" alot ya? My confidence is totally scattered. Cried my heart out on my Stitch pillow. Thanks for being there stitch. muacks! Now that i'm back and turning the situation again. Wait and See!

It has been real long time since i've update again. Work is busy as usual, meeting dear everyday too. Needa meet more often lately cuz he's gg to start his school this coming tuesday. Will meet lesser so that he'll have time for his study. Jia you wor! 2 years 6 months. It's like NS again. Gosh! *faint

Work is more or less settled down. I'll have more time for other things then. Earlier, i was trying to get used to my work, new environment and new colleagues. Now that dear also starting his school, i will also have time for myself and especially my girlfriends who i've neglected for the past months.

I'm sincerely pouring all my heart out and apologies especially my darling princesses Ari and Angela. Hope you'll understand why i'm tagging Eric along everytime we met cuz we'll have less time for each other for the next 2 years plus. I'll promised to make more time for you girls!

Time just seems to fly so fast and cant believe that he's gg study. Wonder when will mine come? The thoughts of supporting myself financially for study is unbearable. Such a big responsible! gosh! but for our future, we've got to risk right?

Lotsa birthdays coming up, Li Keng, my dear Ari, then my colleagues and Angela. Woo! confirm broke but still need to get something for them. Hehe! =X *secret secret*

Besides that i need to get a new phone so that i can SMS! My phone is getting to a point where pressing the buttons seems impossible. Gosh! 1 more month till my contract ends. Need to pay my insurance which gg to consist of 4 numbers. ((())) big big hole!

Spending lesser on food recently i guess. Getting very demoralise when my uncles said that i'm fat. i seriously hate that! Working hard controlling my diet and i can see slight improvement after 2-3 weeks. Thou it's not like 1 big chunk of fats missing on my waist or something like tat, but tummy looks a little smaller (i hope).

hmm... Update more often this week i hope. gotta go! Ciaoz!