Melancholy Night

It's almost 12am now and trying to express how i felt within after wat happen this few past hours.

Was totally shock when i met dear today after work. The moment he saw me, he was almost collapsing on me. His face was pale white and had difficulties trying to tell me where he was unwell. Beside suggesting to go see doc or go hospital, i din know what else to do. In the end he wanted to go home first to settle down and so we took cab rushing home after buying our dinner.

While on the cab, i was thinking really hard how to make him feels better, but it really upset me to see him in pain and unwell. I dunno how to help him lessen his pain. He was feeling cold and hot when touches his forehead and neck. Despite feeling weak, dear dear tried to console me instead. I was just plain worried at that moment.

Never see dear dear so sick and weak and got really worried.

After feeding him some food, we met his mum and went to the clinic together. The doctor gave him 2 days MC to rest. Don't really like the doctor but anyway, hope dear dear will feels better after taking the medicine.

While dear dear was resting at his room, he suddenly bring me news that will shock my day(night) again.


Angela called to inform that his dad had passed away.


I lost my words.


I was dumbfound.


I've just visit her dad yesterday and he didn't look so bad.

Uncle Robert had always been very hospitality towards us (me and Li Keng). It just really upset to hear this news and disheartening to see auntie so thin now and Angela looked so fatigue.

Why is this happening?

I'm sorry Angela. I dunno how to console you. But you must know that if you need any help, just give me a call and i will try my best to help you.

Poor Angela had to take care of the house now and of cuz bear the responsibilities of her mum and her pet dog, baby.

Angela, may god bless you with enough energy to put you thru.
Auntie, Be bless with good health.
and Uncle Robert, in the heaven peacefully.

I'm sorry that i'm not good at words. My mind is really blank after all this happens within a few hours and i couldnt think properly.

My mind now wants me to take good care of my Eric dear. I must have not been taking good care of my dear, that's why he is so sick now. Haiz! I must not fall sick now! cuz i need to take care of my dear and of cuz my best friend Angela.

It's almost 1am now and i need to sleep soon so that i am fit enough to take care of my love ones.

Oyasumi!