Probably becuz i din had dinner and the bak gua that i ate just now gimme indigestion. I kinda hate myself now for eating tons and tons of unhealthy food becuz i cant get a proper meal within my reach. It seems like cupnoodles, potatoe chips, ice cream, instant soup, chocolate drink and etc are like my staple diet now... I dunn like eating them too much too cuz my body feels weak too but i dunn have a choice...
Really feeling upset.... this entry so emo too...
Sometimes i feel like a kid that never grow up. I want things to go my way and i know i'm really selfish in this aspect of myself. I always had my reasons and sometimes my parents cant talk over me. Although my reasons are logic and not wrong, it's just not convincing enough. Of cuz i am never right and always ended up like a sore-loser. In fact i shouldnt even telling my own weak point cuz it just make me more vulnerable.
So i am just a sore loser in the end...
And i'm a idiot with my limited language skills....
but i'm not talking about my parents of cuz... Whatever it is, let's hope that things turn out better at the end of the day.
No mood to write anymore. Feels like i'm gonna cry any moment... Maybe it's near the time of the month...
End my entry with my new yukata that i took so so so long to decide cuz it's so freaking expensive...
Natsu Matsuri is coming...
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