I know i wanted to blog down something,,, but i just cant remember. Gold Fish Memory...
Sch tmr and i feels lousy abt it. Nv like school but like some says... I'm torturing myself. Ayesh, i'm asking for it. But i'll die if i dunn do so...
My dad had been pressing me to do something about my future. About everything. From money saving to career to getting married. My dad knew that i've grown up and no longer treat me like a child. Keep saying that i'll only be around with him for 2-3 years and will then leave this house with our future husband. I cant help but feels a little happy, a little sad, a little stress and a little excited. All makes lotsa emotions just like a little kid, gg sch for the first time. Happy that it makes me independent, sad for leaving my parents, stress to work hard to support my parents and excited to try the first taste of freedom.
I've done a personality test sometimes ago. I live for the future, not the past or the present. Which i believes anything that i think will not bring my future further, will end it immediately. Even if it's painful. Sounds selfish but human afterall wants some accomplishment in their life before they step inside the coffin.
I've tried to live life to the fullest. Cuz time is running so fast that i cant do enough for everything, our priorities in place take over. Just like what i've told Ari, it is impt to plan our priorities and makes necessary changes if needed.
Anyway, recently i've think alot abt what i wanna do after i graduate. Setting up business (which is what my dad wants) or what my life had lead me so far, a financial consultant. Kinda stress cuz either one will drive me nuts. haha!
Am I at the "Right" age or wat? Why the word "getting married" was being mentioned for at least 2 blog entry now? OMG! Sounds so scary... I still wanna enjoy my singlehood la... haha!
End with something i've read today.
Love is not about looking for the right person, but learning to love the person you found.
Something that everyone have to learn about...
Anyway, it's time to sleep. Oyasumi!
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