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Missing for few weeks and life didn't got any better either...

Sick for the past 3 days. fever, sore throat, flu and all the sydromes you can know in the recent seasonal flu breakout.


School reopen and due to the nature of this incentive module, project submission deadline is jut 2 weeks later. Busy doing researching and digesting what we have learnt. Exam will be on 19 June and shortly, school reopen again for another new semster.

Seriously, i doubt myself that i can make it for the next sem. My results suck to the core. I've told Eric and my family members numerous time that i've never studied so hard in my life except this time for my degree. And yet my results show otherwise. It's really demoralising. I'm caught in a dilemma to continue my degree, or should i just give up?



My wisdom teeths are all growing at the same times and sometimes, it's just killing me. Finally set an operation date to remove 2 of my teeth at the same time and schedule on the 15 June. 5 days MC will be just nice during my exam week and no need to apply leave for that week. I cant wait for that day to come. I want to remove it asap even thou i'm afraid of the needles...



Bad news for myself. 2 weeks ago, my boss wanted me to choose between gg to alexandra to work in a new dept and learn new stuffs or staying at my current location now and go to a new dept and a new boss. I fucking hate this. Initially i got upset when i know i've become the extra manpower in my dept and was asked to assist other dept with misc jobs. I took time to adjust this new arrangement and i did. I'm fine with doing data entry or even cover for my colleagues when they goes on leave. I got time to rest my brain for school and no KPI to meet either.

After meeting to tell him that i dunn want either one, he told me that the alexandra work place is called off and i have to go to a new dept to work. Fine! I will not come back to help anymore even if my new dept is not busy.

I seriously dead gg back to work in a new dept. And i will start working there on this coming monday.



I've been thinking if i give up all now, what would i gain or loss? I imagine myself quit study: 1) My dad would give me lecture again saying he had anticipate that i cant make it for degree. 2) I have no school fees to worry. 3) i'll start worrying about my future again. What if one day i'm married and my husband want a divorce? Where am i gonna get money to live on?

Imagine i quit study and job: 1) Besides, all the points mentioned above, I've got no money. 2)I'll be happier cause stress free. 3) I'll have more time for my family and dogs. 4) I can do what i've long to do. Etc, exercise, reading books, play with my dogs. 5) Learn piano if i've got money.

One thing i've concluded after all this. I've definitely quit my job if i quit study. These 2 are tied so closely. But it's only sooner or later that i will leave my current post when my company relocated at changi business park next year.



Somebody save/advise/help me please!