The Beginning

Finally done with my last paper, marketing principles 2 weeks ago. Haiz, ok backtrack to few weeks back when i started to feel horrible and when i feel changes are coming. Indeed, my life changes after my exam results released and i did badly for my paper again. It sucks! I've never been good at memory work even after i told myself repeatedly that i must conquer my weakness to be stronger. Sad to say, i lost the battle and got defeated.

Knowing that i'm better at technical work, perhaps i should look into areas that require more of technical skills than mental skills.
Of cuz never stop developing and upgrading our skills, otherwise sooner or later, we'll be out of the touch, out of way and finally out of society.


After pouring my woes, my concerns and nagging to my Eric dear, and Ari, i felt much better and happier. All along, I knew what decision i have to make, just that i'm not brave enough to face it alone. The hardest part is not informing my dad abt withdrawing my studies, but it's about facing the decisions and what to do with it. I had enough craps from work and family and i guess i have to be easier on myself. I assume nobody wants an unhappy Yaya, right?

All my life, i've always been trying so hard and doing my best, but it's never for myself. Enjoying dancing is probably the only thing that i did it for myself. For everything else, it's always thinking for others... if you ever knew...

Though i gonna miss my classmates and the times when we had our dinner at the cafeteria and break time, mugging for exams and doing research for assignments. Miss it but never want to do them again. haha!


So now it's time to put everything back on track. Organise my life, replan my future, win my friends back, enjoy what life has to offer. Sometimes it's so selfish to do what you like without considering others, but life is shortlived. Looking back now, it's almost 6 years away from my sweet 18. Time flies and i know i've got lesser time to try out new things. Sounds too bizarre, but think i might try bungy jump in overseas. haha!



Speaking of overseas, guess i've reached a stage where i want to get out of my comfort zone and looked into other places. There's a lot of places that i wanna visit! Like watching Aurora in northern pole (or nearby), go whale sighting, experience hot air balloon, europeans countries, going around places in boat like holland etc etc... Too many places and too little money! haha...



It's time to plan our end of year trip to taiwan le. Yeah! We're gg there to count down to year 2010 and go shopping in night markets, hotel class partyworld, sight seeing at "9 shit" in chinese (haha!), eat till explode and hopefully able to try hotspring too. After all the talking done last year, departure date sets on 30th Dec, but i think i might push earlier since dear need to clear his leaves by this year. hmm... the only thing is... how should i go about to inform my dad? =P Money is no issue now...


Happily choose 4 fiction books while Kino having 20% storewide. Hopefully i'll enjoy Anne Rice's books as much as i enjoy stepanie meyer's books.





On the car ride to Bishan... It's funny how the birds are resting on a few lamp posts...





Time to sleep! Oyasumi Minna!