Knowing that excerising might help to boost my immune system, i did a mixture of swimming and running 3 times a week. My forever gaining of weight seems to pause for a while but still my immune system failed me. I detest how much weight that i've gain and my failing health that never seems to get any better. Many ppl though that i'm enjoying getting so many mc and getting marked by my boss. I'm not!
I'm such a failure at everything. Cant even control my own tears.
Do you think i really enjoy failing sick or even forging to be sick? Do you think i wanted to invite unwanted attention?
I do wish god give me an easy death. Making me sick all these times is ok! I just dunn want others to mistaken me!
I'm getting sick of being alive... wish i just disappear.
and i'm really sick. dunn need to worry abt me. Maybe i'm just too sick that i'm blabbering rubbish.
I shouldnt put so much into a relationship. i end up being so insecure.
I should learn from mistakes that i've made in the past, make sure i dunn ever hurt myself again. I cannot endure another blow.
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