Piano

I'm so bored and tired right now. Waiting for my sis to get her ass back home so that i can use the car.

Few close friends know that i'm currently learning classical piano and i enjoying myself very much that i've decided to get my own piano. Yes the real stuff, not digital. So i approached my dad that i'm getting a piano and sort of expected that i will get rejection. Nevertheless i tried to convince him that i'm really interested and serious about the whole learning thingy. We got into very heated aruguments and the reasons that he gave was not convincing, not satisfactory and unreasonable.

All are just plain excuses cuz all zoom down to only know that he just dunn like me playing piano.

I was really really upset. I managed to resist myself from crying after having a really bad day.
Just after watching caesarean operation on youtube, i felt worst and sick more than ever. I broke down when dear called, and started ranting abt how i'll never be able to do wat i like in life.

Dad was complaining that every thing i do give up half way due to my impulsiveness. The only thing i ever give up half way is my degree study.

Yes, i agree that i'm not spending enough time on books, but i have to work at the same time too! I told him donkey years ago that i wanted a full time study when i finished my diploma and he refused to help me. So i heed his advise to work 2 years and then study part time. I know i wasnt juggling well, but i manage to just passed some of my modules with ridiculous amount of time on projects as compare to my fellow peers. Finally i gave up after failing my law module twice and i was really unhappy about my overall result.

Unlike academic study, I do better in technical area like swimming, drawing, dancing. I wun say i'm good at it, but at least i know it's something i wun give up half way.

I really sincerely thanks my longest best friend, Jing Jing and her family for being my hope and a chance for me to pursuit my happiness when i needed it most. I finally had a place to place my piano and situated at her place.

I also want thanks my baby for accompanying me running ard the whole Singapore so that i can find the prefect piano that i wanted. Love him so much~!

It's already 3am and my sister is still not back yet. Broke her words, wun not trust her and believe her anymore. I'm so tired. Good night and it's sunday tmr =(