let me go

lotsa things to say, but too lost to start. down with heat rash recently and was on mc today. my mummy said that i was too heaty and encourage me to bring more water. really thanks mummy for her concern. my health was really bad on this monkey year. hope i'll be better when roaster year come.

today's feeling was really down. probably because of the events coming up recently. chingay, open house, competitiveness among the clubs and many many more. i dunn wish to say too much cuz i have already say too much. too much...i dunn want to hurt anyone's feeling. *eat the rest into me.

realised that since school reopen i haven't touch my book. which mean i didn't even browse through the books. i felt guilty cuz i want to do my best for this sem. no time to hang around and do nothing le...

sometimes i'm wondering if my care and concern is really irritating and nagging. but i can't help feeling that it is! i guess ppl finds it irritating, all my efforts are wasted. funny thing is that if i dunn do that, ppl would say that i'm heartless and not even treat me as a good friend anymore. can anyone tell me what to do? ANYONE? would it be the best way if i stop doing giving my friends the care and concern they need?

my relationship with my sis had not improve despite i've tried giving in. nothing seems to change her mind set that i'm still the one with fault, without thinking that she might have
one too.

can anyone understand what i'm feeling, what i'm going through?

i so tired... ppl let me go... dunn give me resposibility. at least for now. please.