the drama

in free access lab now doing blog updating. waiting for zat to go my house to bring my zip disk so that i can do my project. thanks a lot dear.
this few days had been very dramatic for me. although, it may seems terrible now, i know in the future, life would seems to be colourful. both ari and me are having relationship troubles. talking abt me and zat, i gave him a lot of pain. i felt so bad. i've make myself cant slp in the night and would force myself to cry to slp. it's just so hard to survive through the night.
Darling, u have become my routine. u know me too well. although, in some ways u dunn understand me well too. i really hope that we can talk and try to compromise with each other again. Your LOVE, ur hugs, ur concern issh all i want now. i know u r always still loving me... *sobz

p/s: if u really want to know what happen between us, come and ask me. =X

really really want to help ari, seeing her in such situation pains me. i dunno if i have give her enough care and concern. i hope i can help her, but i dunno if i have been any help to her. Tell me if u need ya?

i've always believe that the way we behave are what we are. changes in our habits? haha, i can only say it's hard work. if u try to change the person's habit, u are also changing the way they think too. Then the person would not be the one u like or love anymore. i believe my thinking and i will always will. no matter what people say how wrong i am, i still believe myself!
somehow i think, my dog adopts my characters. seriously! niu niu just love zatto the way i like him too. i'm an attention seeker and an emotional freak too [and my dog issh the same too.] my mood just change according to the songs i listen. i dunno if u people are like that too, but i do. trust me, i am such person! many people claim to know what's happening ard and that they understand the situation, but are u really sure that u understand the things happening ard? [think!]

just now went to kbox with my classmates. this issh my second trip since kbox open. the first one i remember i went with the jmd members. well, i know it sounds a bit funny cuz most of the people are regulars of kbox. although i din plan to join them, in the end i join my friends and sing until my voice pain. enjoy the singing session with them. thanks

my maplestory characater finally had her second job advan. as a bandit. haha... finally liao~~ dunno how i play, my friend use 1 week to lvl up to lvl 30. and i took 1 month to do that... =.=!!! i want pan lid now... anyone wanna give me? =P

had been listening to britney's old songs recently. i just love 'em now. 3 tracks inside included, sometimes, born to make u happy and from the bottom of my broken heart. most prob. ari likes them now too. =)

ari and i had our girl talk again on tuesday. *see her blog hehe... learning some new words in the show. *bitching *fugly *whores *feish =X hehe... lindsay lohan rocks!~

Had been hanging ard with ari recently. Thanks a lot gAl!! u rockS!~~ Thanks for accompanying me during my really low days. really appreciate it!!! ***love ya! muacks!! [sounds familiar? yeah from mean girls =P]

kk people, gotta end here liao. put in extra effort in ur studies and projects. dunn be like me. me go disturb people liao.

[my words appeared to be happy in the blog, believe me i not. i'm just being crazy~~ ]