I'm tired

Many things happen recently.

The things i do, will sure shock everyone.

If you know me well enough,

you would have anticipate this would happen.

Sooner or later.

And now,

i took my first step,

to follow my instinct,

to do the things that i enjoy,

and believe in...

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I'm tired ppl. Please!!! I beg you!! Stop asking me why i broke up with Zat.
Yes, i have already broke up with him.

3 reasons why i have broke up with him:

1) A reason i'll nv say! no to anyone even zat or my best friends. And of cuz, this is one that matter most.

2) I've changed. Someone that he wun like to be with. I didn't change overnight. It's over the months.

3) I wanted to end the behavior of mine. That i treat him badly. Throw temper when i'm unhappy. that's not the way of treating ur love. I'm guilty. He dunn have to take my nonsense.

I know all this reasons is not good enough to end a relationship.

I'm trying so hard to make myself numb. cuz i dunn want to think so much abt it. Why all of you want to make me feel so miserable?

Once i have made this decision, my mind is set. I know many times i'm stubborn, and made many wrong decisions too, but that's my life is.

Please let me cool down for this few weeks... Give me some peace. Please.

I'm tired... Reallly...