Working towards dreams

8 Dec 2005

right now i'm in my work desk listening to MM Do it Now.

As i had mention yesterday, i'll write more today.

Human being dreams as a movitation to work for their future. The problem relies on is it realistic? I have many dreams too. To be a a writer, to be a baker, to be a singer, to be a big boss and many many more. But sad to say, they dunn happen overnight [aww...]. Or rather, i dunn have the talents to do that too. Some believes that if u work hard towards ur dreams, u'll succeed one day. But how many ppl u have heard that they actually have fulfill their dreams. Well, i heard none.

I dunno what the hell why i wrote all this, just pinned some of my thoughts down. Neverthless, i'll still work hard towards the dreams i wanted. I cant really say what's my dreams, but it's all make up of lotsa lil dreams.

My english writing skill is really awful. I know i made some spelling mistakes here and there. But if you dare to write and ppl point out the mistakes, you'll learn... That's what my tuition teacher taught me.

Just had a thoughts about the JMG group. Well, mention to XM daddy once. If we are going to continue after we graduate? hmm... seriously i wun mind to continue cuz at least i wun miss u gals so much. There are just too many good times that we spent together. Anyone of you interested to continue? I dunn mind cherographing some dance after graduate, cuz got spare time le mah. 5 months before i enrol into a degree program. bleahx!

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16 Dec 2005

It's been so long since i update my blog. Today is the last day of my attachment. Don't really feel happy, or i should say i feels rather sad about it. Yu Jin and Mao Seng help me alot during this few weeks. Thanks them for helping me through my project.

"Clubbing" this word always in my mind when the weekends near. Had been thinking if i should go and make my dad mad or i don't go and make myself mad. Of cuz i wun be going ard like a crazy woman, but i'll be like why am i doing these? Not grown up? yah, i am. I wun act like someone i'm not.

Ezzat told me that i din change, i'm just being more of myself now. And thinking about it, yah i am. I had been hiding lotsa things in myself. There's so much things that i wanted to do, but restriction, you see....

I think i have about 4 guys after me now =.=" stress sia. Dunno what to do wor! How ar? Haiz, i wun name them out. Anyway, one of them actually from my work place de. @.@ duh~

hmmm.... long update? i think so bah...

Oh ya oh ya, Had my hair rebond last Sunday. Lousy hairdresser~ Anyway, i still prefer the first time when i just had my hair rebond. Maybe before the year end, i'll go colour my hair. Something new again haha.

Sunday is also my baby cousin birthday. Well, i was late cuz rebond my hair takes time mah. She's quite upset when i wanted to hug her =.=" cuz this is the 3rd time i saw her since she's born.

Llaassst Saturday i went shopping with Ezzat. Finally bought my Guess Perfume and 1 gift for a friend who bought me Levis Jean. wahaha... Thanks wor! =)

And then Llaaassstt Friday went for an interview with my attachment mate, Josephine, at MAC cosmetics. Haiz, stress interview sia. Cuz in the first place i din know what position i'm actually applying for. And by the time i find out, it's too late le. Make up Artist~ In the end i had to lie the whole way through. Duh~ Luckily in the end i nv got pick wahaha.. I think afterall, teaching is what i can do best. So i guess i'm going back into the tuition line.

My best friend Jing went to Taiwan today. Haiz, i hope she'll buy my mochi back! hehe... *drool Please take good care of yourself hor. Taiwan very cold now wor. *envy i want holiday too! =[

It will be another 12 weeks more before my holiday starts. But it also the end of my polytechnic life. If i can enrol into a degree, then i will be going into uni life same as mervin. wahaha... but too bad not in same school. haiz. If not can disturb you liao bleahx!

There's so much thing to do, but recently i read about a meteorites crashing onto this earth in the year of 2036? Not bad liao bah i guess, i ard 51 years old liao.... can die can die... lolx =X

I must be going crazy liao. too bored mah... nothing to do in office. Today nia~ all other days i very hardworking wor. =P

Going back to school liao. dunno happy or sad. Anyway, it's good to see all u ppl in sch once again. =) i miss you ari~

talking about Ari, Hey gal, want to go sentosa? i wanna apply for membership again. too late to renew liao~ =.=" And i longed for the beach!

kk, gonna go work liao. Cya ppl! Take care!