I'm now back in school le. din really met a lot of ppl actually [like jmd mates or friends]. Anyway, i miss my work place and my desk. sob sob...
The MAC ppl called me and inform me that i'm shortlisted for a second interview. wah!! i reject immediately... scary sia. wahaha... cuz this time have to do a makeover as a interview. and i have no experience. =.="
Yesh, i change my blog add cuz i dunn want too many ppl reading my blog. i want to keep my blog as private and personal as i can.
recently i lost myself. i'm not who i am. i was so depressed and i dunno how to face the future. it's all because of GUYS! damn! **** *** *** **** *** *****. hehe... i guess u wun know what it means. =P Finally i gave a combo to that edmund. reject him 3rd time liao then he finally go. mentally tired le... always think that i'm with ezzat. but i rather stay single. i dunn want ezzat to wait for me. it's not fair for him. i dunno when will i change my mind. what if i still want to reject him? i dunn wanna waste his youth. honestly speaking, i still have feeling for him. *end of story
and now my work place de guy still after me? i'm getting bored. nothing much to talk abt except whether he eaten or i eaten or how's my sch or how's his work. there's nothing much we can talk abt. age gap too big le bah.
i'm really tired. had been struggling in the relationship problems. one after another. when is it gonna stop? why cant i meet the perfect guy out there? oh ya, there's no such thing. haiz...
i really dunno how many wrong guys i have to meet first b4 meeting the right one. i guess, it still a long way bah. haiz....
went to orchard to shop yesterday. alone. it doesn't really matters. i'm not afraid to be alone, but yesterday i felt lonely. haiz... i bought a pink top and a white hand bag ^^ *still happy anway... haha...
today i met this webby friend that stay near my house. hmm.. he looks a bit like danny. but anyway, character wise, it's a whole lot different. i'm able to talk more comfortably with Lawrence. ^^ hmm... i dunn mind meeting him again cuz i would like to find out more abt him. interesting person. haha... i hope i'm an interesting person too ^^
hmm... met brendy today in school too. have to go for chingay practice tmr[sat] wor. it's christmas eve le wor. actually wanted to go my friends house bake cake de. but my house having family gathering too. busy wor! how am i gg clubbing?? =.="
lalala... whatever it is. i'll try my best to live the way i like.
Loving every moment....
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