Monday, January 09, 2006

Prince

receive a msg yesterday from my cousin, and she told me that she has found a owner for prince [Prince is my dog]. i was lost when i read. at that point of time, it saddens me alot. i started missing him. thinking wat will i do without him. i dunn want to feel so upset. he's in my family for less than 3 months. it was my mistake. becuz he had excessive barking habit, i wanted him to go. i nv care for his feelings. he's already so pityful since his first owner had to abandon him becuz he moved house. i gave excuses to my cousin saying that my dad might want him to stay, in the end, it was me who wanted him to stay.

prince excessive barking is cause by me. cuz i nv shower him with enough attention that he needs. it's all my fault that he had this bad behavior. And now, to give him back the attention that he needs, i'll take notice more on him. i know it's unfair to my niu niu, but she's a already a grown up lady. i should trust her to behave herself. and prince afterall, is a new member in my family.

i'm glad that i'm finally finishing my studies. it gives me time to look after my dog and give them proper training before another phase of my life starts in uni [i hope i can get in *pray].
And i have made up my mind to give them wat they need and spend my allowance [from attachment] , on their new beds, medical check up and cage. hope my mum wun kill me.


whatever whatever.............

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