Puppy Love

Just now went through the list of friends I had in friendster, and i found 1 of my EX-crush I had when i was in Beatty Secondary School. I guess Jing will know who is it right? Haha.... He's ur crush too =P LOLX!

How funny this world works? Something you used to hate, actually becomes ur favourite pastime now [referring to my EX crush] . Camera shy? Nah, How many ppl dunn use their own camera phone to self take their own pics now? I know 1 and that's my best friend, Jing! ^^

Kk, back to my EX crush. Back then, i was totally crazy about him. I noticed his every movement [ i'm not stalking ok?] and trying to find out more about him. His broken family, his hobbies, his favourite food stall and so on. He's handsome, gentle and something that i cant say what is it. He's "so" handsome till a point that i find he looks like Takenouchi Yukata [A famous japanese actor back in the ninties].

Fine, i admit that i still find him handsome now. But years will take youth away.

Oh ya, forget to give a name to my EX crush. Hmm.... LW then..... haha.... Jing agreed? =P

Well, it's really strange that now LW actually hangs out with the 'Eccentric' girls [ i rather called them WEIRD] . Why Eccentric? Cuz those girls like to dress so "loud" and act like their UNIQUE!! They are liars too *Damn i hate those girls*

Oh my god, i sound so bitchy~~ =X haha... [ Dunn laugh Jing =X] sound like i'm talking bad behind their back but who cares?

Sounds like i can predict Jing's feeling right? cuz we are just that close *wink* ^^

Still remember that i will go "weak knees" if LW talked to me. Haha... I guess all girls will feels the same if someone they like talks to them! I still can count many times he talked to me. Less than 10 fingers sia.....And we are 2 years of classmates. He's that anti-social back then.

Anyway, i grew more pretty and cute now. Not to mention that i'm no longer a frog in a well. The best thing is that i have my dear le! hehe ^^

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I had another crush when i was in Yuying secondary. [ sound like a flirt right? =P] This one Angela should knows. Dunn really remember his name accept that his horoscope is a gemini [ i think so] and a friend of Zhong Wei [ my classmate] . So i'll named him F [for friend] .

This one sounds a little dramatic.

I dunn really remember how i noticed him, but the next memory that i can recalled was i realised that F was Zhong Wei's soccermates. Usually i can catch a grim of him after morning assembly or during breaks. Everytime when he noticed that i looked at him, i'll looked away. Hee! Yeah, i'm shy~ =X

It was almost Valentine's Day. So i bought a box of chocolate and secretly asked Zhong Wei to pass to F. I could still remember on that day i lingered around in the school longer hoping to see him. The next day after the morning assembly, F dropped by at our class room.

My heart skip a beat.

He told Zhong Wei something and left. F wanted to know who gave him the chocolate. But Zhong Wei did not told him who was the person cuz i asked him not to say a word out. hee... sounds complicated right?

I told Jessica, my "close" friend, [ i think angela too] about my feelings towards F. And Jessica mention that better dunn push the matter to her. [ Well, F had guess it was either me or jessica who gave the chocolate] But by the time i'm prepared to tell F about it, F have already approached Jessica...

I remembered i walked forward to F and told him that the chocolate was from me and the next moment, i ran out of the classroom. I was blushing so hard. Sounds like a fool, but i guess it was a good memory. ^^

But that wasnt the end. Nightmare had just started.

Since then, F often came to our classroom during recess. But not to look for me. He was either chatting with Zhong Wei or Jessica. [During recess, i'm always with Angela] I was getting pretty worried but i'm still so shy.

1 week later, as usual after my lunch, Angela and i went to the staff room to collect books for the next lesson. Just when about to reach the door, i saw F's arm around Jessica and whispering to her ears.


My heart dropped...


My arms felt so weak...


And my books dropped...


Both of them turned around saw me and once again i ran away. This time i ran away with tears. Angela followed me and tried consoling me. Thanks girl! I was indeed heart broken. But that's not all! This "Close" Friend of mine, Jessica, knew that i had feeling for F and yet.... how can she do something like that to me! I treated her like my best friends and yet i got this kind of treatment from her.... How cruel she can be!

Needless to say, few days later they are so lovely dovey together sitting in the classroom. Of cuz, since then i stopped talking to Jessica [until now] . But God is kind enough to me! Cuz he let me witnessed them breaking up. haha.... Yeah! i'm evil! But i'm not as cruel as them!

The end of the story. Sounds dramatic right? haha...

Anyway, it's all the past liao. Wasn't anything interesting, but still leaves me some memories to recall what had happened during my schooling days. hehe...

What's more important now is that i must treasure all the people i care for. Especially my loved ones. ^^

erm.... pretty late liao. i better log off liao! Buaiz!!