S.I.C.K

I'm feeling damn fucking horrible now. Arrgg~
First i called the giordano career hotline and find out that it's a machine answering my call. Well, no point talking to a machine so i hung up. Next i called up the chalet to find out if NSF regular is a civil servant, and to my utter disappointment it's not! Damn! And then right now, i'm sick!!! having flu and cough! I felt like i'm short of breathe and gonna die any moment!

And the worst thing is that i'm missing my dear for the whole day. And it's like only yesterday we met each other. I started missing him even when he's still with me, hmm he was sending me home. Sometimes i was thinking if i'm being to sticky to him? Every offday he spend his day with me. I'm worried cuz he havent been meeting up with his buddies often.

Another thing is my family problem again. I've been avoiding my dad cuz i dunn wanna tok to him. I cant believe that cant find a job have to do with the god? what is this man? yeah, i'm not a religious person too. But i believe that praying to god is to follow their principles and values of life. And asked for forgiveness when u have made 1. It's not always asking the god for help and solution. They're not gonna give u any or drop money when u need or pray for them.

Yeah it's getting pretty boring reading all my nagging and nonsense. but i'm still feeling horrible now.

I hate ppl taking me for granted when i give them "different" treatment from the rest. Dun ask me who is it, i'm not gonna tell you.