Extreme

Somehow going through my bad days now. Things looked smooth on the surface, but inside me is having volcanoes eruptions. My moods were on the extreme end too. Either i'm extremely happy or extremely moody. My foul mouth and my inconsiderate way of doing.....

Had tons to write, but the time i had was only enough to spend on my dear, family and work. or shall i say work, dear and a bit of time on my family. No more time for blogging or gym sessions. And that speaks why my figure is going out of shape. My dad just commented on my figure last night..... =.="" *sad

The continuous eating of snacks during work also contribute to my figure now. But the moment i stop eating them, i'll feel sleepy. I have to eat to keep myself awake. Even if i drink numorous times of tea cant help either....

Just when i had the 'feel' to blog in chinese about summer, here comes the raining season again. The field opposite my house once again become a beautiful lake. Just to let u know that when it's raining, animals feeling becomes moody too. My 2 doggies no doubt that they were quiet too. *peaceful

Found my entries most of time were usually in day format. It gets kind of bored after reading them. And i guess it time to change my format of entries again. Well, probably back to my old entries?? where my happening just go around the whole place. haha....

Talking about Great Singapore Sale, i spent so much that my saving is depleting. Actually i spent a lot on food instead. Bought many working clothes, 2 pairs of shoes, 1 sexy black top for 8 bucks, 1 multi-purpose black bag from m)phosis [no discount at all] and 1 tee-shirt from esprite. currently still happy with my buying. =P

Watch X-men recently with dear and it's a really nice show. Kind of irritating for the rest of the moviers cuz i kept on asking dear abt the show. But it's really 'xingfu' when dear answered all my questions while he's trying to watch the movie too. >.<

Yeah, looked so xingfu but i din know that dear was struggling with his feeling. I wun mention much abt what happen [ last night], only to know that i'm slowly killing him with my way of doing.

Dear, there's still a thousands thing u still dunno abt me. I'm always very harsh on myself when things goes wrong... I'll always felt that i'm at fault even if it's not my fault... I want perfection in someway of my life. Can u understand me?? I wun rush you, but hope u'll accept me for who i am. I'll still love you as ever! You will always be my sillyboy. =P

After i had my job, felt that i'm more mature now. I'm able to think for myself. Things that i want to try and do in life. I might be considering a degree course.... May god bless me!