I'm not a wonder woman

I'm seriously sick of working life.

I know i shouldnt disclose my income but i dunn care anymore. I dunn want to keep everything in me.

I'm just a temp working staff and earning a merely 1300 [excluding cpf]. Having my meals 3 times a day in town and travelling fee cost half of my pay. And all of a sudden, my mailbox is full of letters of bills which i dunno where will they go??? And now my parents pushing all my insurance back to me. 700 plus a year.... hello??? i know it sounds quite little but how to save up for my future education??? I just started my working life only. Not even 3 months yet!!!!!! My sudden increase of hp bill really scares me. All these stress building up is really pinning me down. I'm breaking apart.

And probably due to the building up of stress, my mood gets irritated easily. I've been pissing dear everytime we meet now. In order not to make things goes worst, i tried to control myself. I swallow it away. Something i nv wanted to do cuz it's gonna make me get tired more easily.

The more i wanna get things done, the more barriers i'll get. I know someone will tell me that it's life, we had no choice. It's so damn fucking weird. I'm working in a investment shares company so dunn come up to me and show me insurance policy! I'm not selling policy and i'm not working in a bank!!!! I'm just a admin database entry assistant only!!!! Anything abt prices gg up or down in not my problem.....

It's so weird that my dad came up to me and ask me all these questions and when i tried answering his doubt he said i was wrong. Then wth u ask me for???

I'm got 3 blows in just 5 mins time. First, my 110 bucks of hp bill [usual 30++] appeared in my monthly bill. Secondly, my dad pissed me off with his 'really-funny' question. Third blow, my mum ask me to paid the 700 bucks bill per year.

I'm felt that i'm breaking down. I really hope that someone would listen to me. Just listen and give me those "hmm" "aiyo" "poor thing" console. I just need these words. can anyone understand me???

I'm still immature. Cuz i suppose grown up wun use 'dunn care' in their conversation and i still do. I'm not a girl not yet a woman. I'm always hurting someone and i hate it. I've tried my best really tried my best to do whatever i can do, not to hurt the one i love.

I'm extremely tired now and i dunno wat the hell am i talking abt. I couldnt think now. Can i sleep now?? But i had so much undone for today.

Wanted to blog abt jolin's recent rumours but no mood at all.

Good Night.