Peace Peace!

I'm feeling much better now so u ppl dunn worry abt me le. I just need someway to vent my furstration out.

On days when everything is peaceful and smooth riding, something would appear and disrupted ur life again. It's almost 4 month that u heard nothing abt my skin problem and now it came back again. And there i go popping my pills again. *haiz

i dunn like popping pills either but i have no choice. i need to rest so that i can work the next day. but at the cost that i probably will fall asleep while working.

There's a hundred things that i wanna say again, but i dunn think i should. The person i'm talking abt is not gonna read my blog anyway so no point to blog abt it.

I had been thinking abt relationship stuffs and all the shit abt it. There's a thousand thing that no one knows and i nv intend to let anyone knows. And there's no one suitable i could find to share with. Arggg.... enough of my ranting. =P

It's best not to continue with my negative thoughts cuz i believe the more i think abt it, i'll get more pessimistic. YAYA, get on with life~!!

I love July, but then my mood wasnt as good as i want to be. hmm... Probably becuz i'm not enjoying my Sun for a long time. Everyday just staying in the extra cold air-con room. And it could be my health wasnt in good shape too.

I'm yearning for a holiday now. Leaving the urban city and gg country side would really interests me now. I can understand why some ppl would rather go country side than city for their oversea trip holiday. *images flow into my mind

Walking across the golden sandy farmland, watching the cows and horses roaming ard. Ppl dressing in cowboy suits and drinking beer at the bar. Or living at the range in the mountain and enjoy being the top of the world looking across the grassland. The feeling of cold wind blowing on ur face is unbelievable. And the feeling of bare feets walking across the field of flowers and occassionally the sweet smelling of flower. OMG! Someone bring me there pls...

Ok, back to the reality. Tmr i have to go back work. My home was empty today. Totally enjoying my peaceful afternoon quietness. ^^

Had been seriously thinking if i should buy diet pills and i suppose dear really dunn like it. I know i should take care of my health and dunn worry abt me ok? I dunn want to start the extreme idea that i had in my mind right now. It's pretty scary and it gonna waste lotsa money. =X I'll give a second thoughts for my diet pill again.

I remember few days back i read abt being a blooker [blogger + authors]. My blog is just simply being my online diary for myself and updates for my reader what's gg on with my life. I do dream being a book writer but knowing where i stand, i know it could only be a dream. Well, if only i had enough determination to do what i wanna do.

Before I'll stop here, pls check ur email few days later cuz i have something for all of you =P *Enjoy my peaceful afternoon.