Without Him

This weekend is felt with so much overwhelming emotions that i dunno how to feel. And i think in coming weeks i will be feeling the same too.

Trying to calm my nerves now.

Went out to walk my dogs

Feels much better now. Was feeling a mixture of nervous and excitement just now. Our whole family + my dear went out to celebrate my granny's birthday at Tampines Safra for dinner. First time my dad wants me to drive there with dear beside me, of cuz without him. Haha! All the way was smooth until the entrance with the slope. Haiz! My car couldn't move on with the usual accelerator, thus i have to use the handbrake and half clutch thingy. Finally get to move with dear's help with the handbrake and park safely.

The whole dinner @ Sakura Buffet was a dragged and it's time to go home for some majong gathering. Again i'm holding on to the wheel and drived my family and dear to my home with some hipcups along the way. Took a wrong turn and slow turning etc. Was totally exhausted and wobby after that. It's not that the driving that drained my energy, it's my emotions that i have to keep controlling.

Dunn really want to eleborate so much. Anyway drive my dear home with my cousins acc me. Erm... Not suppose to say, but suddenly it reminds me that i drive like someone else. Very dangerous and confidence. Problem is, i'm not experience. So i better be a more safe driver.

Enough of driving experience...

School gonna starts in 2 days time and i only had 1 Commerical Law(CL) textbook with me. Will not be using CL until 3 weeks of school. First lesson, Organisational Behaviour and of cuz the most important module of all. If i nv remember wrongly, only CL doesnt have any projects. Getting kinda anxious since i havent read the books yet. I think i should read some chapters first before i go for lecture. Uni life and poly is a whole lot different without ppl telling me.

Yaya motto gambatte ne!

Realise i bought a lot of books but not enough time to read them. Now i'll have less time for them and more time for my text books instead. Lalala!

The weather is damn freaking warm and humid. I'm sweating so much even just wearing stap cotton dress.

Time to take a bath and get ready to watch my favourite anime Tsubasa. My favourite manga at the moment too.

Ciaoz