Uncontrollable Stress

Finally gets to sit down and update abt my recent events.

School starts abt 2 weeks ago. Just finish my 4th lesson today with Introductory Accounting. It's really tiring to rush from the east to the west side of the country just to study for 3 hours. Going to and fro take more than an hour. Very time consuming.

Maybe i'm unlucky or something, my colleague was sick and on leave during my sch days. Many unfinished work of cuz, but it cant be help. I paid for my course and i will put all my efforts to complete this course with my best efforts. Just like wat my lecturer says today, study is more impt than anything else.

Do you know that Business Management is actually what i wanna study when i was in secondary school?

Probably, sub-consciencely i've already planned which way to go when i was young?

I've got a clearer pictures of how i want to path my career to fulfil my dreams now.

I know i'm kiasu / kan chiong / anxious / overly-excited , but it shows that i am very serious abt my study. Endless work that my colleague is chasing after me to finish, worries that i'm not able to understand and follow the lectures and late for school are the results that cuz all my uncontrollable stress.

Can anyone understand?

I just want to perform well academically.

I just want to make my dad proud of me.

Seeing my dad getting older each day and still worries abt our future pains me alot.

He's got nostril infection recently and doc suggested him to go under operations. But my dad had so much work on hand that he din want to rest for so long.

Makes me feels ashame of myself for taking MC too frequently at work.

Anyway, i hope my academic results will prove that i can be somebody and makes my dad less worry in a way or too.

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Make an online purchase for my Wonder Girls album thru Yesasia.com abt 1-2 weeks ago. Just received the CD today and play all tracks immediately. Not bad lah. haha! Love the girls!

Anyway, it's time to sleep soon. I have been awake for the past 18 hours. Shagged!

P.S// My driving skills improve alot after my previous blog entry. *wink

P.S.P.S.// Are dreams what we think of during the day time?