Goodbye to my 2005

I know i aint suppose to be blogging now or surfing the net and whatever bullsh*t. I've got losta materials to muggle on for my exams, but i just wanna get something off my chest for awhile.

I'm meeting Zat tmr to collect something from him.


I dunno how everyone felt towards their ex-love, but there's a sense of awkwardness between us. Honestly speaking i wanted to remain as healthy friends relationship, yet i dunno where the awkwardness come about. Perharps...

I'm not sure why i actually related myself to Britney Spears and Lindsay Lohan. I guess because we actually ride through a period of destructive life. A period of time when we couldnt think straight and lost our conscience. Clubs will sort of our hideout with we drink to numb ourselves and dance our sorrow away. I dunno if that can be consider as depression??

By the time we wake up, many times things had already got so out of control to make any amendment. It's time to pick up the pieces, cleared up the mess and continue to live our lives.

I wanna thanks my baby for bearing with me during the first few months of our relationships so that i can get over it. =)

and i wanna say sorry to you if u ever read my blog. I owe u one.

Good night everyone!

And work hard for myself.