I'm young but not that young

Hey peeps! Hope everyone is doing great in life!

I'm waiting for my hair to dry before i go to sleep. Meeting the Vet in the morning for my Prince boy's annual vacination. It's gonna be a long day tmr. Kevin having performance at PS in the afternoon, so come have a look if you are free.

I just an impluse to blog about life. Of cuz it's gonna be naggy and longg. But do read and i'm sure you gonna think abt it right away.

I'm 25 and female this year. Career wise, i'm such a loser! Some girls are already climbing the ladder to the top and i'm still sitting as an admin officer only. My colleague s already a director and she's barely 30. Where am i now? Not even an assistance manager.

Anyway, i'm never keen on climbing the ladder. Of cuz you can be proud when you introduce yourself as vice president or even CEO. Nevertheless, i think what's more important is the amount of money that is put into your pocket. You can say that i'm materialistic but you can never deny the power of money.

What's more alarming to me now is that my circles of friends are not even thinking about settling down. (Oh yes! You! Reading right now! =X haha!)

Again i'm being realistic. Of cuz you can decide what you want in life later. I'm 25 single and no children. 10 years later, chances of having kids reduce and high risk pregnancy. Many celebrities still having kids after 35 years old but seriously, i dunn recommend it. If you are like me, no career, not rich and wanna have kids, you better start planning now.

You dunn want your kids asking money from you when you hit 50. Cuz you'll be starting to save up for your retirement. Say if you give birth at 35, when you are 50, your kid is only 15. You need to work for another 10 years to put him/her into an university. You can refuse to pay for their education, but are you gonna make them suffer later part in their life?

When you are 60 years old, you start worrying for their future, if they have enough money to buy flat and get married. So by then, you are 65 and not even ready for retirement! Simply nightmare to me.

Dunn even bothered to tell me that you are not having kids or even get married. Thinking it's troublesome etc. Cuz i think your life is even more pathetic after that. You may have all the money you saved etc but what if something happens and all your money gone? Or even if you are married and no kids. You have no one to give you monthly allowance when you are old. No one to prepare your funeral and leave your body in the hospital for them to cut into pieces. Ok! I'm exaggerating but i think life will be so lonely when there's no one for you (except your husband) when you are old.

This is human natural cycle and it's ready been ongoing for many thousand years. I'm not scaring everyone about what i've say but just plain worried for all my friends.

Of cuz talking about majority is easy. For myself, i felt not ready too. But for all your life, you never felt ready cuz we only live once. I'm young but not that young.

Random facts abt me. I had deja vu since young. FYI, deja vu are dreams or images of future. Which means sometimes i can see the future. Unfortunately, i always dunn remember when i wake up in the morning. Until the whole scenarios appear then i'll remember that i've dreamt abt the same place,same action, same thinking etc.

Anyway it's time to sleep. 3.20am and i'm feeling sick again. Goshh! Oyasumi minna!