February

Since i have less time for blogging, i shall try to keep it at least once a month thingy. It's a girl thingy *wink hehe!

February went by in a flashed and tmr is the last day of feb. NY comes and goes and so does CNY. My holiday to USA was quite an enjoyable one though i wish i went alone instead with family.

Anyway i will try to blog about my USA trip if i have any time. haha!

I wish i could have blog more so that when i get old, i'll remember wat i have done. It's like a diary.

The reunion of 2 souls is never an easy task. Because it takes a lot of works and love to keep it whole. Whether issit trust, honest, faithful, responsiblity, love, i think we need lotsa of elements to keep it going.

Family also are responsible to ensure that the reunion of souls doesn't repel each other. I read it somewhere which says "opposite attracts first, then attack." And i find it quite true.

When i'm in love, i'm willing to accept him, for his good and bad. accept his family and relatives. His home culture and lifestyle even though it's very different from my family. I am willing to learn and be patient about the progress.

What happen recently not only had impact on my Eric Dear, but it hit me badly too. Being caught in the middle is painful, but i am trying to do remedy to the situations. If providing solution to the problems are easy task. I won't be losing my locks in a speed up process. I wish someone would appreciate what i am doing. I am just trying to keep everyone amiable, wish everyone had good impression on Eric dear. But i dunno if my hardwork are recognise?

I dunno when i will explode. Everyone hurt in the progress. I am capable of doing it. Hitting it right to the hearts of many i loved and care for. Result? I will be leaving everything behind and disappear for good. This is probably my imagination. This will never happen cuz i knew myself too well. My responsibilities i felt towards my family.

I think woman can be very heartless when given certain situations and i know all women will agree.

If the pain and pressure is too much to take, then the ultimate goal at the end doesn't seems worth it...

I'm not sure what i am talking abt, cuz it's time to zzz!

Good night!