NOT Jovial

Just like what i've mentioned in my previous post. This year december seems to be the worst month for this year. Perhaps it's could be the law of attraction... But whatever it is, a series of unfortunate events happened on me.

Got shouted by my dad over a period of 2 days. Fucked! If my cousin is soooo sweet and nice, get them to be your children!! This few months I DID NOT HELP YOU AT ALL LAH? I must be too free to help you out lah! I deserve it to be shouted by you! If i dunn fucking care, i wun bothered to even msg you... If you angry, dunn blame the dog gotten out of the house. If you unhappy then just say right at my face! I'M NOT SOMEONE YOU CAN VENT YOUR ANGER AT!

What's wrong with all you ppl??

Haiz! WAS in a jovial mood after my shopping and all this happened! Why spoilt my day?

Ari should know this side of me, cuz i mentioned in JMD session once with Dan:

If i can do it myself why would i need your help? I wouldn't want to trouble all of you. I'm not someone who likes to disrupt ppl's life or purposely troubling you.

I feel so troubled already! Why adding on to my pain and agony?!? Can anyone understand?